Wednesday, April 19, 2006

FRUSTRATION...

The word of the day. Why doesn't God write the path of your life on your wall every couple months so that you know you are on the right track? That would solve a lot of problems for me right now. No, we get to wait. Our favorite YWAM word. Just wait, He'll show you, you'll know. Enough. I need to know now! Something is definitely stirring in our lives. We've made some decisions, we're praying about some others, we just want to do what is best for our family. Kids make you look at life differently. Your view changes and things shift. Things you always thought were sure things are all of a sudden becoming not so great. And why, in the midst of this, do I worry about what everybody else is thinking? I'm feeling unsettled. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I need answers...

On a happier note, it is lovely outside and I bought daisies. I'm going to go play in dirt right now and add some smile to my front porch. Thank-you Jesus for making gerber's just for me. Sure helps counteract all that other mumbo-jumbo in my brain.

Vaughn is alive, and tonight will prove that we VINDers will have been right since the day he "died"...

6 comments:

Sara said...

hmmm, i understand the frustration although i'm sure not to the extent that you are going through right now. I'll pray for you guys. Hey, maybe God is leading you to the east coast.....;)

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel. =-) Story of my life at the moment... except minus the child, hehe. God likes to teach me patience I think.

Oh yeah ~ this is a little late but ~ Congrats on being pregnant!

Evan and Allison said...

know that i love you. you don't ever have to prove anything to me. i know you only want to do what God is telling you (if He ever gets around to that part). I'm sorry you are frustrated. you can come cry on my couch any time.
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alli

Sara said...

what a great idea! i'll have to if that would work out. Havin fun in potato town?? you need to come visit your third home very soon. we miss you.

Karisse said...

I heard rumors that blogs are great places to post pictures of yourself and daughters named anna so that people named "Ba-beese" can know what they're up to while they're gone and missed. It was a rumor though...

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